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• 1: Age: 15
• 2: Shoe size: 3           
• 3: Do you smoke?: nope           
• 4: Do you drink?: sometimes           
• 5: Do you take drugs?: I really want to try weed            
• 6: Age you get mistaken for: I’ve passed for 18 before           
• 7: Have tattoos?: no:( 
• 8: Want any tattoos?: MANY
• 9: Got any piercings?: no omg 
• 10: Want any piercings?: MANY 
• 11: Best friend?: Christ Powell          
• 12: Relationship status: whipped to a sexy person           
• 13: Biggest turn ons: hair, nice aftershave, lips, musicians           
• 14: Biggest turn offs: inpoliteness, bad table manners           
• 15: Favorite movie: A Bronx Tale or Twilight           
• 16: I’ll love you if… : massage me and feed me lindor truffles & kfc           
• 17: Someone you miss: Amber Taylor and Joe Wyatt           
• 18: Most traumatic experience: starting self harming           
• 19: A fact about your personality: I’m fucking odd           
• 20: What I hate most about myself: my skin 
• 21: What I love most about myself: my lips           
• 22: What I want to be when I get older: musician and hap(rich)py           
• 23: Relationship with my sibling: I can shower whilst r brad shits           
• 24: My relationship with my parent(s): close but I don’t tell em shit           
• 25: My idea of a perfect date: food            
• 26: My biggest pet peeves: INCORRECT USE OF CUTLERY            
• 27: A description of the girl/boy I like: He saved my life, he a hottie           
• 28: A description of the person I dislike the most: ugly person           
• 29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend: To protect/stop getting hurt           
• 30: What I hate the most about work/school: School=stress=urges   
• 31: What my last text message says: ’what was it about? xxxxxx’      
• 32: What words upset me the most: fat. ugly. worthless. slag. die.           
• 33: What words make me feel good about myself: beautiful. brave           
• 34: What I find attractive in women: eyes, lips, amazing bodies           
• 35: What I find attractive in men: boney, hair, musical talent           
• 36: Where I would like to live: Huntington beach           
• 37: One of my insecurities: my body and scars           
• 38: My childhood career choice: ICE CREAM MAN HAHAHA           
• 39: My favorite ice cream flavour: phish food ben & jerry           
• 40: Who I wish I could be: Lily Aldrige           
• 41: Where I want to be right now: with Jack and zac efron in LA           
• 42: The last thing I ate: Asparagas           
• 43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately: Zac Efron           
• 44: A random fact about anything: My pussy don’t taste like pepsi cola:(

I was meeting Jacks parents for the first time on Friday and I went to the bathroom and got locked in and couldn’t get out. So I was shouting Jack’s name but he couldn’t hear me. I was in the bathroom for at least 7 minutes before he found me and I told him what happened. Jack laughed for a moment and then kiss me.

Jack proceeded to try and be all cute and lift me up around his waist. Unfortunately my cardigan got caught on the door handle and we both fell on the floor and jack fell into the bath and twatted himself on the head with the glass door of the shower.

He had a head ache for the rest off the day

I had tummy ache from laughing for the rest of the day  

Jack asking me about self harm and suicidal thoughts didn’t half make me crave oh darn bed time

so guys with my new found happiness I’m starting a self esteem/ diary blog some time soon. Too many of you are hurting and are sad. You don’t deserve it. You have to lose yourself to find yourself. MESSAGE IF YOU NEED ME FOR ANYTHING EVEN TO RANT ILL LISTEN I love all of you.

I don’t mean to be a soppy person but ever since Jack came into my life and I’ve spoke to him I haven’t had urges or scarlet or anything. He makes me so happy. He rescued me.